Chapter 1

Spring snuck up on them suddenly. Trees and bushes preened, adorned with colorful flowers, competing against each other for the title of the season’s beauty. Elspeth and Allie Buchan were grateful for them. They made their job of decorating Blair Castle much easier. They provided the perfect canopy for tea and refreshment tables. Their heady scent was the perfect accompaniment to laughter and romance. Elspeth Buchan wasn’t much concerned with the latter but her brother Domnhall had other ideas.

Elspeth tried her best to ignore Domnhall at breakfast when he hinted at the number of eligible bachelors they expected to host by evening; she had avoided his suggestions of a late summer wedding when they had greeted their guests and shown them to their rooms. But now they were at the feast and he was insisting she dance with one of the Labert lads.

“Charles’s quite handsome,” Domnhall whispered, tipping some roasted potatoes on her plate. “Even though he is a bit dull. Edward is far more interesting, but his breath is unfortunate. Then there’s Daniel. He’s the most promising of the lot if ye ignore the spots on his chin.”

“He’s fifteen!” Elspeth hissed back.

“Aye, so what? Ye can marry a man younger than ye.”

“Ye can marry him if ye fancy him so much.”

“Now, there’s nae need to take that tone,” Domnhall admonished, buttering a roll for her. “I’m just concerned. I want to see ye happily married and settled. Is that so bad?”

“And what about what I want?”

“Is that nae what ye want?” Domnhall looked genuinely perplexed by her statement.

“Nae.”

“I thought that was what all women wanted.” His face fell.

“Yer mistaken,” she said. “While yer thinking of possible matches for me I’m more concerned about the Grant’s nae sending a delegation to the festival.”

“Bruce mentioned the English were keeping a tight noose around his lands. It would have been hard to send people through that. Too much of a risk.”

“There’s little point in these festivals if we donae have all three clans participating. The English have always tried to intimidate the Lairds. Bruce Grant must be forming alliance elsewhere.”

“Is it Bruce Grant ye want to marry?” Domnhall asked, cheering up to the thought.

“Will ye stop with the husband-hunting?” Allie, his wife, hissed. “Ye’ll put her off her food.”

“Is it wrong of me to want her to have what we have?” Domnhall took his wife’s hand and kissed it. “Where would I be without ye? Ye are my North star. I just want Elspeth to get settled.”

“She’ll be fine,” Allie soothed. “And settled does nae mean the same thing for everyone.” She winked at Elspeth.

“What does that mean?” Domnhall asked, looking from his wife to his sister. “Settled means settled; marriage, children, a home.”

“Yer so old fashioned,” Allie rolled her eyes, teasing Domnhall. “Young people now need adventure in their life.”

“We had adventure,” Domnhall murmured, rubbing his thumb along Allie’s knuckles.

“Please, donae remind me,” Allie laughed.

Elspeth took the opportunity to slip away with her plate of food. She nodded and smiled at the people she passed. When she glanced back at the head table before slipping into the main hall Domnhall was busy wooing his wife, and no one had noticed she was missing.

No one except Laird Labert.

The only Laird remaining from the original alliance was smiling at her indulgently. Elspeth flashed him a smile and held a finger to her lips, pleading for his silence. He chuckled, lifted his goblet, and drank a toast to her escape.

Elspeth lifted her favorite tapestry in the hall. It had a small niche behind it where she sat down with her plate of food. Biting into her potatoes she rested her head back against the wall and thought over her brother’s insistence on her marriage. She tried not to put a bitter cast on it. But when it came to her brother she had complex feelings which couldn’t easily be wished away.

Domnhall had never hurt her, but he had been blind to the pain his first wife had caused. He had been mortified to find out the atrocities that woman had committed but Elspeth still found his interest in her well-being jarring and distrustful.

It shamed her to think so. She knew her brother loved her very much and his earnest desire to see her happily married was sincere. But old wounds didn’t heal quickly. She was still that girl afraid of the shadow of Adamina stalking her through these very halls. Elspeth hadn’t forgiven her sister-law. How could she forgive the woman who had made her home a prison of nightmares and horrors? How could she forgive her when Elspeth still felt more comfortable eating behind tapestries than at the head table?

What she needed more than marriage and another unknown prison was the chance to leave Blair Castle on her terms and be of use to some cause or the other. But what? She had no skills; swords and arrows were beyond her. Her riding skills were fair but not exemplary. The only thing she had to offer, other than neat stitches and accurate portraits, was her knowledge of herbs and medicinal plants. She wondered if she could persuade Domnhall to rent her one of the cottages on the estate where she could practice her medicine and be of service to the people.

While she was musing over these unsavory thoughts, a noise in the hall alerted her to people arriving. Who could be arriving so late to the feast?

“Where’s Laird Buchan?” someone said. “I need to speak to him now.”

“He is with Laird Labert at the feast, sir. If ye’ll follow me through here—”

“Nae! I cannae have Labert hearing of this. Tis urgent. Send for Laird Buchan. Tell him Leo Sinclair is here on urgent business. But be discreet, man. No word to Laird Labert.”

This was strange. Leo Sinclair was Laird Grant’s childhood friend. She could recall faintly how Bruce Grant had defended his friend when Elspeth had made mention of his English mother long ago when they were little children. But what was he doing here instead of Laird Grant?

The alliance between Grant, Buchan, and Labert had been strained over the past few years since the death of Andrew Buchan and William Grant. They had kept the spring festival tradition alive but the deep friendships that the fathers had tried to cultivate did not translate into their children. Domnhall did not respect the Labert boys, Bruce thought himself meant for greater glory, the Labert boys were too busy competing among each other to give the alliance much thought. Domnhall had not expected Clan Grant to show up at all. But now Leo Sinclair, a member of Clan Grant was here seeking help without his Laird.

Leo Sinclair’s temerity to arrive late at his feast and then demand a private audience could be taken as a great offense by Domnhall. But Leo Sinclair was not known to indulge in petty power moves.

Elspeth listened intently. She slid gently off the ledge and made sure her shoes were not visible from the tapestry. Pulling the tapestry slowly, she managed to make enough space to see what was going on in the great hall.

Leo Sinclair was pacing up and down the hall, very much alone. He was taller than she’d seen him last. His light brown hair glowed bronze under the candlelight; lines of worry etched across his brow. Something was troubling him greatly and Elspeth wondered again where Laird Grant was.

Domnhall arrived, and much as Elspeth had expected, he was bristling with annoyance at being removed from his feast by an insolent guest.

“Welcome to Blair Atholl, Sinclair,” Domnhall said, taking Leo’s hand in greeting. “Come join us at the feast.”

“Thank ye, but there is nae time,” Leo said, his distress visible on his face, and through his body language. “Ye must help us. They’ve taken Bruce!”

Elspeth nearly lost her footing behind the tapestry.

***

The room was damp. Bruce did not mind that it was dark, rat-infested, with only a small pinprick of a window that let in a sliver of sunlight during the day. It was the damp that got on his nerves. His skin was slick like he was enrobed in a fabric woven of grimy water.

He could no longer recall how long he’d sat in that cell with only his grief to keep him company. Time lost all meaning when the rats tittered in corners like the vile English guards laughing at him.

Bruce knew the English had it out for him. They could sense a current of dissent running through Scotland like never before. Rather than crack down upon the whole of Scotland they planned to imprison a few significant Lairds to send a message to the rest – submit or we will make you. Laird Bruce Grant was as significant as they came.

Dunnottar Castle, his home, had become his prison. He could not leave and give the English the excuse they needed.

But for one man.

News of John McLean, the Bishop of Orkney reached Bruce a month ago. His uncle was dying and wished for nothing but to see Bruce before God called him to his final rest. How could Bruce deny him that? He had left Dunnottar by way of the sea in the pitch black of a moonless night. Only a handful of his most trusted men had known of his departure.

He had raced to Orkney, praying he wasn’t late. When he had finally reached his uncle’s bedside, the man before him was a husk of the memory Bruce held dear in his heart.

“Bruce! The Honours. I have found the Honours!”

Bruce wasn’t sure if his earnest speech was the result of fever-induced delirium or knowing that the end was nigh.

He had patted the Bishop’s burning forehead with soaked cloth but the fever burned through him. It was a fire that consumed him from within.

“Ye must nae tire yourself,” he had soothed. “We can talk of the legends once yer better.”

“Tis nae legend, son,” he had clutched Bruce’s hand. The look of deep earnest in his eyes bellied Bruce’s doubt. “I’ve found them. I traced the map to the ruins on Inchmurrin. The map will lead ye to their resting place.”

“Are ye certain?” Bruce asked, hardly daring to believe it, but when had the Bishop ever lied to him. “Did ye see the map yerself?”

“Aye,” the Bishop had wheezed, sucking air into lungs that were collapsing under the weight of living. “I have seen it with my eyes, I have touched it with my hands, I have cried tears of joy on it.” His excitement took too much from him and he gave into a coughing fit that made his pale skin ashy and highlighted the dark circles under his eyes.

Bruce had rubbed salve onto his chest and marveled at how thin he had become. Bruce had not counted on losing another parent in his life. When his father had died he had been overwhelmed with his new role as Laird and its responsibilities to have had time to grieve properly. His mother’s passing had been a shock in how sudden the smallpox had spread and taken her. He had been tending to the sick tenants and clan members, trying to salvage as many lives as he could to mourn her fully.

But this was different. He could feel the waning heartbeat of the Bishop under his fingertips, he could see the tears and the sheer desperation to be believed in his eyes. And Bruce’s own heartstrings fell to pieces at the sight.

“When was this?” he asked once the Bishop’s breathing had stabilized.

“This past year,” the Bishop said. “I would have come to ye with the map, but the English threat was growing worse, and I could nae risk the Honors falling into the wrong hands. They must nae fall into the wrong hands. Promise me, Bruce!”

“I promise,” Bruce had replied, still unsure if the Bishop weren’t hallucinating the map at Inchmurrin.

“Tis in the bowls of the King,” the Bishop had said. “That’s where ye’ll find it. Once ye have the map, find the Honors.”

“I will.” Bruce humored him. “I will find them, and I will crown the rightful King of Scotland.”

The Bishop had smiled then, a smile full of admiration. “Tis you, my lad. Yer the rightful King of Scotland.”

The wind was shocked out of Bruce’s lungs and for a moment he drew a complete blank. The Bishop’s words had entered his ears in one piece, but their meaning had completely garbled in his head. He couldn’t possibly mean what Bruce had heard; that was impossible.

“Nae,” Bruce had shook his head. “Ye cannae mean that. I will find someone worthy.”

“Yer worthy,” the Bishop insisted. “I made sure of that. Nae other Laird in Scotland is worth the dust on yer boots. I have trained ye to be the leader our people need to fight the English menace. Ye, Laird Bruce Grant, are our only hope.”

This declaration had taken the last strength out of him and he lapsed into unconsciousness for a while. Bruce held her hand, his eyes steady on the Bishop’s chest which rose and fell timed to the beating of his heart..

Breathing shallow, the Bishop’s eyes fluttered as his hands searched for Bruce. “Today I have completed my duty to God and Scotland. Today I proclaim ye as the King to unite this land and wrest it from the English yolk.”

The man Bruce had looked up to after the demise of his father had left his earthly abode, leaving Bruce orphaned for a second time.

Now, in the dim prison, Bruce played John McLean’s last words to him over and over in his head. A part of him was convinced that the Bishop had been too sick to give his words any credence, but another knew that the Bishop would not talk of the Honours in vain. Was there a chance there was some truth in what he said? Had he found the location of the Honours of Scotland?

Not for a moment did Bruce give much thought to the Bishop’s proclamation that he was worthy of Scotland’s crown. That was not Bruce’s motivation in finding the Honours. But if the Bishop was right, and he had found their location, it would be their chance to oust the English and find their rightful sovereign. Scotland was ready. Bruce could feel it in his bones.

But it had come to naught.

As soon as he had landed on John o’ Groats after the funeral in Orkney the English had been waiting for him. Before he could start on the Bishop’s advised path he had been shackled and thrown in a damp cell.

How had they known? The thought tormented him constantly. How had they known that he would be in Orkney? The implications perturbed him. There was a spy in his house, and it made his skin crawl more than the rats brushing against his feet in the night.

But hope was on the horizon, hope kept him sane in the darkness. Leo Sinclair, his most trusted friend was out there. And Bruce knew for a fact that Leo would go to the ends of the Earth to set him free.

***

“Calm down, lad,” Domnhall said. He held Leo by the shoulders and helped him into a chair. “Now tell me, who has taken Bruce?”

“The English!” Leo spat. “They were waiting for him on John o’ Groats, the bastards.”

“Why was Bruce there?” Domnhall asked. “He sent me a letter excusing himself from the festival because the English were champing at the bit, trying to find any excuse to arrest him.”

“That’s true. The English have been sniffing around Dunnottar Castle like a bunch of swine rooting for mushrooms. Bruce wouldnae have gone if it were nae important. He’d gone to Orkney to see the Bishop,” Leo explained. “The man was on his deathbed; God rest his soul. It would have been heartless not to comply with his dying wish to see his favorite nephew one last time.”

The news came as a shock to Elspeth. The Bishop of Orkney, dead? She had fond memories of the man tending to her small cut while telling her stories. He had been kind to her, and certainly a second father figure to Bruce Grant. Of course, he had left the safety of his Castle to meet the Bishop before he passed away.

“And where have they taken Bruce, do ye ken?” Domnhall asked.

“Bass Rock Castle,” Leo said. “But that’s nae all. They’ve taken over Dunnottar Castle. They’ve taken over our home. English soldiers eating on our tables, sleeping in the Laird’s bed; it turns my stomach to think of it.”

“Christ Almighty,” Domnhall rubbed his chin. He looked just as shocked as Elspeth felt. “Yer welcome to stay here with us, Sinclair. Any member of the Grant Clan is welcome to stay with us.”

“I truly appreciate yer generosity but I seek more than shelter for our people.” Leo stood up, unable to contain himself. “We must take arms and release all the innocent Scottish prisoners from Bass Rock Castle. A few men from Clan Grant managed to escape the raid and await yer assistance. If we leave now, we can get there within three days before they inflict much damage to Bruce’s spirit.”

The request seemed to take Domnhall by surprise. Elspeth could see that Domnhall wasn’t expecting a call to arms. Elspeth recognized the reluctance; it was the same blind-eye, the same avoidance of any confrontation which had given Adamina the confidence to treat Elspeth the way she had. This same reluctance to mount an attack on Bass Rock Castle gave the English the confidence to push and shove them out of their castles with impunity.

“Surely there’s a way we can resolve this without taking up arms,” Domnhall suggested. “We will leave tomorrow to commission a pardon from General Foster. I’m sure Laird Labert will want to help. He has clout with General Foster.”

Leo visibly deflated. He had not expected to be dismissed so thoroughly. Elspeth’s heart went out to him. He had come to Clan Buchan with so much hope only to be told that diplomacy was the choice of offense against English militarized brutality.

“Nae,” Leo said. “Words will nae help Bruce. He was taken three weeks ago. The Lord only knows what those English bastards are doing to him.”

“But Laird Labert…”

“Do me a favor and donae speak of this to Laird Labert. As ye said. He has clout among the English. We donae trust him.”

Domnhall was speechless, as was Elspeth. “Do ye nae trust Laird Labert?” he asked.

“Nae. Only a few people had any knowledge of the Bishop of Orkney’s request. Laird Labert was a regular visitor to Orkney. My suspicion is he gave Bruce up to the English so they wouldnae look at his castle to occupy.”

“That’s a grave accusation, Sinclair.” Domnhall looked deeply uncomfortable. “Laird Labert has been our ally for decades. He was at Bruce’s christening, donae forget.”

“That means naught when the English are threatening outside the door. Would ye nae sell any one of us if it kept the English out of Blair Castle?”

“I wouldnae betray any Scotsman, nae matter what the cost.”

“Then yer a better man than Laird Labert, but yer still nae as brave as Bruce, for he would take up arms if it were ye in Bass Rock Castle…”

There was a tense moment of silence. Both men were agitated, and tempers were running high. Elspeth expected Domnhall to strike Sinclair for the insult but then Domnhall shook his head and spread his arms, calling a truce. “Stay the night, Sinclair. We can discuss this further in the morning. I have nae denied ye assistance—just nae men. We cannae take up arms against the English when their armies overwhelm us. That would be madness. Dunnottar Castle has been taken over. If we were to strike them now at our weakest, we would lose Blair Atholl as well. Ye cannae expect me to put my people at risk. Bruce was aware of the dangers, he tried to put his head down until the storm of English suspicion blew over. How can ye call me a coward for doing the same?”

Leo did not say anything in return. It was obvious that Domnhall had made up his mind and would not be persuaded to part from his decision or the men Leo desperately needed.

“Can I nae persuade ye to join the feast?” Domnhall asked, his tone indicating that he knew they had reached an impasse and the relationship between Clan Buchan and Grant was never going to be the same following this day.

“Nae, thank ye,” Leo said. “I donae want anyone to ken I came to ye.”

“At least let me send ye some food before ye go.”

Leo nodded, though his expression was laced with disappointment.

Domnhall tapped his shoulder before leaving him in the hall. Leo Sinclair watched her brother leave, frustration evident in his tense shoulders, and clenched fists.

The nugget of an idea had rooted in Elspeth’s brain. Here she was, wishing for a situation out of her predicament and Leo Sinclair had come through the door like a knight in shining armor. The prospect of breaking Bruce out of prison wasn’t something she had considered as something she could do with her life, but she could be of use if he had been hurt as Leo had suggested.

Asking for permission from Domnhall would be like extracting teeth from a snail. Allie might be able to persuade him for a trip to the nearby Laird if a prospective match was in the offing but to be part of a mission to free another Laird from prison and risk the wrath of the English? She knew the answer already.

But was she ready to take her life into her own hands? It was now or never. You didn’t look a gift horse in the mouth, especially not if it was sent by the Lord Himself.

“Shh,” she hissed, trying to get Leo’s attention. “Leo!”

Leo startled. He looked around frantically as if he’d been approached by a ghost then his eyes fell on the tapestry and Elspeth behind it.

“Elspeth?” he whispered, mimicking her tone. “Is that ye?”

“Aye. I heard yer conversation with Domnhall. I didnae mean to spy. I was already hiding behind the tapestry.”

“Donae concern yerself about it. Yer brother has refused my pleas.”

“Aye, but he cannae stop people who volunteer to go with ye on yer mission.”

Leo’s green eyes lit up. “Ye ken of men who will desert and help with my cause?”

“Nae.” Elspeth came out from behind the tapestry, her plate in hand, and offered some of her food to Leo who took it gratefully. “But I would like to accompany ye.”

Leo stopped chewing to stare at her. He swallowed. “I mean nae disrespect, Lady Elspeth, but what good would ye be to Bruce? I need fighting men.”

“I understand, but ye also need a healer. If what ye say of Bruce’s treatment at the hands of the English, then ye will need one to mend him once he is out of prison or else what would it be all for?”

Leo thought about it as he ate. “And yer saying ye ken of healing herbs?”

“Aye,” Elspeth said. “I can also ride and take care of myself.” The first part wasn’t completely true. She was an average rider. But the latter was true. She did know how to care for herself. After her parents had passed away, it had fallen to her to look out for her well-being. “I will nae be a bother.”

“And what of Domnhall? Will he permit ye?”

Elspeth pursed her lips. This was the hurdle that she needed to cross.

“What is yer concern at the moment? Upsetting my brother or making sure yer Laird is freed from the clutches of the English?”

Leo appraised her, a small hint of a smile on his face, the first she’d seen since he’d arrived. Suitably impressed he nodded. “I shall expect ye by the North Wood at dawn. If yer late we will leave ye behind. Agreed?” He held a hand handout for her.

Elspeth smiled wide. She wouldn’t be late. It was her way out of Domnhall’s plans for her life. She took Leo Sinclair’s hands and agreed to whatever her destiny was going to bring.

Chapter Two

Running away was thrilling. It took Elspeth an hour to pack everything she deemed important to take on her journey. Bruce’s injuries were unknown but her imagination got the best of her and she packed her entire medicine box with a few clothes and some food she filched from the busy kitchens.

Writing the letter was the hardest part. Agonizing over her choice of words Elspeth finally settled with a short missive about where she was going and why. Placing it on her dressing table where it would be found almost immediately, she tucked her cloth sack under one arm and left her room.

The castle was quiet. Usually, guards were pacing the halls and the walls. But after a feast where every able-bodied man and woman had been on their feet since before dawn, it wasn’t surprising to find the halls and guideposts deserted.

Not that it would have mattered if there were guards in every hall. Elspeth took the discreet paths out of the castle. She knew them all. Months of hiding from Adamina had made her an expert on secret passages and hiding places.

Stealing a horse was another matter altogether. The stables boys slept in a neat row in the first stall where the saddles were kept. Elspeth had to place her cloth sack by the stable gates and tiptoe around their sleeping forms. Her heart beat a tattoo in her throat and she was certain that one of them would wake up at any moment and sound the alarm.

Picking up the lightest saddle she turned to leave the stall when a hand grabbed her by the ankle. Terror snaked up through her leg to her lungs where her scream froze like a leaden lump. It was fortunate that her fingers clamped rigidly shut around the saddle rather than loosen like jelly, letting it drop to the floor.

The hand gripping her was that of Ainsley, one of the younger stable boys. Snoring lightly, he had shifted in his sleep and taken a hold of her. Twisting her ankle away from him gently, Elspeth coaxed his hand off of her ankle slowly. Ainsley grunted and turned to lie on his other side. Elspeth nearly fainted with relief. She tiptoed out on shaking legs. Once she had steadied her breathing, she made her way to the stall at the very end.

Willow was sleeping. She did not take kindly to being woken. Her neigh pierced through the dark. Elspeth shushed her, stroking her nose. She pulled out the apples from her cloak pocket and bribed her favorite horse. Willow shook her head grumpily but accepted the bribe. While she was munching away, Elspeth placed the saddle on her back and tied it securely. Then she led Willow slowly out of the stall, another apple in her hand to inspire good behavior.

The night was cool compared to the oppressive humidity of the stables. Elspeth wasted no time in stuffing her cloth sack into one of the saddlebags. Instead of mounting Willow and galloping away as fast as possible, Elspeth slowly walked the horse. The thundering of hooves could alert one of the guards and she would be caught before even leaving the perimeters of the castle. If she were caught before making it out of the grounds, she doubted she’d be able to live down that embarrassment. Elspeth Buchan – the would-be runaway. What a joke!

And so, she walked. It gave her ample time to think about her decision and what she could look forward to in the future. Elspeth had a plan. She was no fool to risk her reputation and her brother’s goodwill by being so reckless. As soon as Bruce was rescued and placed in hiding somewhere, she would go to Laird Labret’s castle and write to Domnhall, placing forward her demands. Domnhall would be upset, and he would try to order her home, but eventually, he would give in.

Then she could have her cottage and her independence.

Elspeth reached the North Wood a little before dawn. There were no signs of a camp, no fire, no noise of men and horses. For a dreadful moment, she feared that Leo hadn’t taken her offer seriously and had left soon after leaving Blair Castle. She scanned the trees, hoping to discern something in the dark. She stood there, undecided, for so long Willow nudged her shoulder with her nose to make her move.

“Just a minute,” Elspeth hissed.

Willow did not take kindly to the rude tone and pulled on her reins. Elspeth had not expected it and she yelped as she lost her balance and fell to the ground.

“That’s a feisty horse.” Leo’s voice came to her from the forest. Heart racing Elspeth sat up straight to see shadows pull away from the tree branches like tar slinking off the roof. Leo Sinclair and his men came to join her just as the sky turned a lighter shade of black. “Are ye certain ye can ride it, lass?”

Elspeth got to her feet in a flash. She couldn’t see the faces of the other men in the dark, but she could tell they were laughing at her. Brushing dirt off her skirts she straightened herself and grabbed hold of Willow’s reins. The horse harrumphed a little but didn’t protest anymore. Elspeth knew Willow could sense something was finally happening.

“Aye,” she said. “Willow’s antsy to get started.”

“As are we,” Leo said. “Our horses are down the road.”

Elspeth followed them, suddenly nervous. It had been exciting to think about the adventure when she was in her room, but now that she was there, right at the edge of making a move she could never take back, she was getting cold feet.

Her life had been a world composed mostly of women. Men were usually in the background, not a big part of her daily dealings. Now, she was the only woman in a group of burly men with varying degrees of facial hair. It was intimidating, not to mention frightening to be found in such company. Already thought of as frail and of little consequence, among these giants, Elspeth felt dwarfed.

“Is the journey long?” she asked Leo, falling in step with him.

“It takes six to seven days to reach Bass Rock Castle, but we need to make the journey in five.” Leo gave her a quizzical look. “Are ye certain ye can keep up?”

Elspeth licked her lips and glanced at Willow. The mare was fast but temperamental. Elspeth would need to find a bushel of apples along the way to keep her happy. “Aye,” she said. “That should be fine.”

Leo looked skeptical but he kept his doubts to himself. Elspeth appreciated his discretion.

They reached the clearing where they had camped the previous night. The sky was a deep azure blue when they finally mounted their horses and galloped away from Blair Castle. Elspeth kept turning back to watch her childhood home diminish until it was swallowed by the horizon.

She was finally on her way!

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Chapter 1

Selkirk, Scottish Lowlands, August 1740
The Seat of Clan Mackie

“Ye are very bonny,” an older gentleman whispered into Ailsa MacAulay’s ear as they danced. She grimaced at the smell of his stale breath, but she was grateful for the compliment. It had been a blessed day thus far, and she wished that it could last forever.

It was a dream. She was finally engaged to the most handsome man in the world, and nothing could seem to quell her excitement.

Well, this lad’s breath might.

“Thank ye, sir. Ye are most kind,” she replied from her place in his arms as they danced.

“I ken that James Mackie is grateful tae have ye as his Lady. Ye shall do very well indeed.” His words were said with the kindness of an old man, but Ailsa could catch the measure of his speech. His eyes sparkled with flirtation. She wished that she could heave the contents of her meal onto the floor in reply, but instead, she smiled tightly in return.

“And I grateful that I shall be a part of this clan. My uncle is very proud that we are tae become allies.”

The old man opened his mouth to speak again, but someone tapped him on the shoulder. Ailsa grinned in relief at the sight of her uncle Rory. “May I, lass?”

“Of course, Uncle,” Ailsa said, almost too readily. The older man looked at Rory with a sort of narrowed gaze before he bumbled off, and her uncle stood before her, taking her into his embrace gently.

“So, are ye happy then, lass?” he asked.

“More than happy, Uncle.” Automatically, her eyes turned about the room in search of her betrothed. She found him by the feasting tables, a cup of ale in his hand. His smile was wide as he spoke to a group of English nobles, and his manner was excited.

“James will make a fine husband and a fine laird.”

“I ken it, Uncle. Ye have done well tae put us taegether.”

Her uncle cleared his throat, looking a little uncomfortable as he glanced Jame’s way. “I thought only of ye, lass, and I ken that ye have had eyes for him for a long time. Although, it helps our own clan tae unite. Yer father would have been proud. On both counts.”

Ailsa nodded her head, but she could barely hear her uncle. Since she’d fixed her eyes on James, she was in a dreamy state. James Mackie, laird of one of the most powerful lowland clans, was to be her husband. How had she become so lucky?

He and her uncle had done business together over the years, and from first glance, her heart had been stolen. James Mackie was thirty years old, only a handful of years older than herself at twenty-three. He was tall, brawny, with lovely brown hair that reminded her of honey and bright green eyes. His face was covered in a light beard, and everyone who knew him boasted of his skill with a blade.

He was feared but respected. At least her uncle had told her so, and she could believe it. She could understand how when anyone looked at him, they fell under his spell.

“Uncle, there are many Englishmen here,” she said suddenly, her eyes finally leaving James to wander further about the room. “Why so many on the feast of our engagement?”

Her uncle cleared his throat again and began to cough anew. “Och, we should get ye a bit of water, Uncle,” Ailsa said kindly, and she took his hand, pulling him away from the group of dancers to a wooden table.

“Whiskey will do me well enough, lass,” he said between wheezes, and she motioned to a servant who hastily filled a cup.

“Here,” she said, thrusting the glass into his hand.

He drank the dark liquid quickly, perhaps too quickly for whiskey, and Ailsa’s mouth pricked up at the corners.

A Scotsman has an appreciation for whiskey like nae other.

Once his glass was emptied, he sighed with contentment and placed the glass back down on the table, turning his gaze to the other members of the merry party. She followed his eyes. Unfortunately, the guests were mostly all James’ for she had no other family besides her uncle.

After her mother’s and father’s death some years ago, her uncle had taken charge of the MacAulay clan, and she had been an only child. He had lost his own wife and daughter to an illness many years before, and so they were together just the two of them. He had treated her just like a daughter and taken care of her as such. The guests ranged from warriors to villagers to a large number of English nobles. They were drinking wine, ale, and whiskey, feasting on chicken legs and venison. She could tell those that were wealthy, for their stomachs protruded slightly under their garments, and their lips were shiny with oil from all the meat they consumed.

Most of them had given their congratulations, and more than one gentleman was kind enough to ask her to dance. For that was what had happened all evening. James had been so consumed with his guests that after the announcement of the engagement at the beginning of the meal, he’d hardly had enough time to pay her any mind.

She was sad about it, but she knew he was an important man. Although, it was rather strange just how many Englishmen he had invited.

Her uncle finally said, “Ye ken how much the lad does. He needs tae play both sides, for as a lowland clan, he is close tae the border with England. Edinburgh is only about fifty miles away, lass, and so ye ken how many Englishmen pass through these parts. We donnae have tae see them as much, tucked away in the Highlands.”

Ailsa nodded with a smile. “I understand, Uncle.”

“Good,” he said, passing her a fresh cup of wine from one of the tables. “I am glad.” Ailsa was used to listening to her uncle. She had been young but equally heartbroken at the loss of both her parents in a carriage accident ten years before. Without her parents, she felt like a boat without a rudder, and so she’d completely given herself to her uncle’s power and advice. She hadn’t wanted to think about anything for a long, long time. It hurt too much.

Her uncle had gotten used to that relationship, and so it had continued. He kept her best interests at heart, and so she wasn’t surprised that he’d chosen her betrothed, knowing she found James Mackie undeniably handsome.

Uncle Rory patted her hand. “My dear, I must go and speak tae a few men about some business matters. Ye understand, lass.”

“Of course, although I am a little sad that ye wish tae conduct business during my engagement feast.”

He chuckled throatily. “I ken it, but ye ken that it takes a long, long time tae travel down from our castle up north. I must take my opportunities where I can find them. Who kens how long it will be until we can return up north once more?”

Ailsa shook her head, laughing a little. Her uncle winked and left her on her own, clutching her glass of wine like a good luck charm. She had been so used to living with just her uncle that even though she was happy, the sight of such a large party with all the music, heat, and merriment made her a little dizzy. She hadn’t been to very many gatherings as large as this one. She didn’t consider herself the most skilled at social conversations, but tonight had proved that she had learned enough from her mother’s lessons as a child to do justice by her.

She looked at James longingly, but he was still in conversation, this time with a new set of people. He glanced her way, and her heart did a little flip when he winked in her direction before returning to his conversation. Ailsa had the great urge to faint dead away, but she knew that she knew it was a little ridiculous.

What would James think if I fainted at simply one glance? He willnae have any faith in me as a strong wife if I did that.

She took a slow sip of her wine and thought about the wedding. It was to take place in a few days, and then there would be the wedding night. Even though she had no older female relatives to tell her what would occur, she still felt a thrill when thinking about being in James’ arms, smelling his scent, and being kissed by his lovely pair of soft-looking lips.

“It would be heavenly,” she sighed in dreamy delight but colored when she realized she said it aloud. Over her wine glass, she suddenly spied the old man from earlier heading her way again. No doubt he would be looking for a second dance or chance at his misguided flirtations.

Anxiously, she looked about the room for the best exit, and clutching her skirt, left her wine behind, and hurried out of one of the side doors to the main hall. It led down a small passageway, with torches guiding her way until she made her way out the back of the castle and into the starry night. Soft grass sounded from underfoot as she made her way around the side of the castle, loving the feel of the cool night air on her skin.

She leaned up against the stone, feeling the cold, roughness under her palms. “Thank God,” she breathed as she looked up at the mass of stars winding and twisting their way across the periwinkle night sky. Torches lined the outside wall, but they hardly hampered her glorious view of the heavens.

“And what are you thanking our creator for?”

Ailsa turned with a start to see a young man exiting the castle the same way she did. At first, she thought he was a guard sent by James to ask her to return. There had been so many speckled throughout the castle, especially at the entrance. But luckily here, there were none that she could see, and she was grateful for the silence.

“Och, naethin’,” she replied, glad that the dim torchlight wouldn’t reveal her blushes. “Have ye left the throng of people as well?”

“Ay-Yes,” the man said. “Far too stuffy for us in there, you know. I needed fresh air.”

Ailsa frowned as she looked at him. These men were certainly dressed as English nobles in their fine clothes, but their accents seemed forced somehow. As if the words were like rocks in their mouths. By their ruddy faces and hair, they appeared Scottish to her, but what did she know? Scotland was the only country she’d ever been to. She was a little nervous. She had never spoken to an Englishman before, and this one was strangely friendly.

She took a breath and tried to remind herself that she was soon to be Lady Mackie. She would have to get used to speaking to all kinds of people as Lady of the castle. She tried her best to smile. “I understand. I was feeling a little woozy myself.”

“Are you the laird’s betrothed?”

“Aye,” she said, nodding and feeling her heart swell with pride as she smiled. “I am.”

She cocked her head to the side as she looked at the man. He was vaguely familiar to her, but she couldn’t quite place him. It would be impossible as she knew no Englishmen personally. He was very handsome, with his auburn hair and deep brown eyes. James was obviously handsome with a bright smile, strong shoulders, and well-trimmed hair, but this man was attractive in a more understated and rugged way. His hair was slightly unkempt, and his chin was dark with facial hair. He was taller than James, and his shoulders were wider. He wasn’t dressed as a soldier, but she could imagine that he was, for his size betrayed his strength.

The intent look of his gaze made her feel strangely warm inside as if she’d consumed too much wine. Perhaps she had and hadn’t realized it. She shook her head to be rid of the strange, dream-like feeling.

I am tae be married, for God’s sake. I cannae think of other men in such a way, she chastised inwardly.

“Well, I congratulate you,” the handsome man said, in his forced accent. “Here, take a cup of wine with me.” He handed an empty glass to her.

“Och, ye donnae need tae do that. I can get me wine inside.”

“And return to that room as hot as hell?” He shook his head, a twinkle in his eye. “You are welcome to share with me, and I shall toast my congratulations.” He grinned, and Ailsa felt that warm tingle in her stomach again. “Besides, I could tell that ye wanted tae escape that old man. He seems tae have fondled his way through the feast.”

Ailsa laughed, feeling more relaxed, and reached out for the glass. The man was right. She wasn’t ready to return to the room yet, especially not when James was so busy, and she was being hunted by the amorous man with foul breath. Returning didn’t tempt her in the slightest. He poured part of his wine into her glass.

The man raised his glass. “To your betrothal,” he said with a smile. He had the type of smile that made one want to smile as well. Despite all her nerves, Ailsa smiled back at him genuinely. She lifted her wine.

“Thank ye, sir. Ye are most kind.” She took a long sip, savoring the sweet liquid as it sent warm tingles down her throat and into her belly. It was a sweet wine, one she hadn’t tried before. “Ye are most kind tae share. I donnae think I will be ready tae return tae that room any time soon.”

She smiled, and the gentleman smiled at her joke. She leaned back against the wall and looked up at the stars again. “Are they nae fine?” she asked him.

“Yes, indeed. Finer than what we see in busy London, for certain.” She blinked and noticed that the stars began to swim before her eyes. She blinked again, and they kept doing so, gliding in long streams in the sky.

She touched her head. “Och, I must have had too much this evenin’,” she said in a garbled tone, her own voice strange to her ears. Then, without another word, she fell forward into the man’s arms.

Chapter 2

Two hours earlier…

“Ye are going tae get us both killed, ye ken?” said Kieth Donahue, right-hand man to Laird of MacLean Clan. He and Niel, the laird, were nestled behind a low castle wall, watching as the guests for the gathering entered the castle.

“Nae if we do this right,” Niel said gruffly, putting a finger to his lips after he spoke to warn his friend to keep quiet. He turned back to the entrance. Kieth was right. There were too many guards. They seemed to be part of the castle walls, and they were stationed around the entrance and high up on the battlements. He and Kieth were well-hidden behind a wall, in the midst of brush, but still. They could be seen. He watched as the various guests, most of them English nobles, stood at the doorway, handing the guard a slip of paper.

He cursed under his breath, and Kieth turned to him. “What is it?”

“They need invitations, it seems.”

“Which we donnae have,” Kieth said stupidly.

Niel wanted to punch his friend hard in the arm, but that would have to wait. “Aye, so we donnae. We will have tae find another way tae get inside.”

“Are our lives worth all this, lad? Just tae speak tae Rory MacAulay about his niece?”

“Aye,” Niel said sharply, too sharply, for he thought he could hear guard movement on the far battlements. He lowered his voice and attempted to crouch even further below the wall and the brush. “I have told ye a thousand times. We need tae stop this marriage from happenin’. Every Highland clan kens that Mackie is a traitor tae his countrymen. He will stop at naethin’ tae gain power and wealth, but as a result, the English will find their way in and burn us all out of our land. Trouble has been brewin’ for a long time now. Ye ken it.”

“Aye, aye,” Kieth said, nodding along. “Ye have told me. But I didnae realize that it would be so dangerous.” His blue eyes looked out at a large number of guards. “The man fears somethin’. It is almost as if he kens that we were comin’. Or else he wouldnae have put up so many guards. It is nae normal.”

“Nae,” Niel said, chewing on the side of his mouth in thought. “But that’s why we brought our own men. He turned back towards the darkness where he could see the dark huddled shapes of his men, lining up against the trees in the thick forest just outside of Mackie Castle. They will wait for me signal if anythin’ goes wrong, but I think….”

His deep brown eyes saw a pair of English nobles looking already a bit drunk as they stumbled up the path toward the castle. Most of the guests had already gone in, and so it was just these sole wanderers coming towards them, moving in and out of shadows as they attempted to get their balance under control. And as if fate was handing him an opportunity, they moved into the shadows to relieve themselves. Niel looked at Kieth, and the two of them nodded at each other before rushing out and stealthily grabbing the two men and pulling them down hard behind the wall.

A few minutes later, Kieth and Niel were strutting up the path toward the castle, dressed in the clothes from the two drunken men. Kieth was practically swimming in his clothes, for one of the men was enormously fat. Niel tried not to laugh too hard to see Kieth struggle in the loose breeches.

The two Englishmen were sleeping peacefully behind the wall and under the brush, a little barer than they had been. Niel had thought about knocking them both unconscious, but when he offered them a swig from his flask, they took to it heartily, gulping down a sweet draught mixed with a little sleeping powder. Niel always brought it with him whenever he had missions to accomplish, just in case.

It was a harmless tool, and he’d used it in the past often enough. Now it swung in his jacket pocket, banging lightly upon his hard chest as they made their way to the door and produced their ill-gotten invitations. The guard took them in hand and nodded, allowing them entry. Once inside, the heat of the room struck both of them heavily. It was a good heat, with pleasant smells such as cooked meat and fire, but it was a sharp contrast to having been waiting out in the cold for as long as they had.

“But I could use a bloody drink,” Kieth mumbled under his breath as they passed through. Niel grabbed some cups from a side table and thrust one into Kieth’s hand.

“Drink up, lad.”

Kieth brightened. “Food too,” he said, and Niel grinned as his eyes searched across the room for Rory. He had known the man for many years, especially when he would come for talks with his father, and now, he needed to convince him that he was making a huge mistake with James. He was going to send them all straight to Hell if he went through with his plan. Niel had tried to send letters to him over the past few months, but there was no word in response. Now, he had to take matters into his own hands.

But he didn’t spy Rory right away, and they kept along the edge of one of the walls before he spotted James talking privately to what looked like an English soldier. Grabbing Kieth by the arm, he yanked him into a side passage off the hall, but they could still hear the conversation. He turned to Kieth, who was stuffing his mouth with fresh bread.

“Where in the bloody blazes did ye get that?” he asked. “And when did ye get that?”

Kieth shrugged and tried to smile. Niel had to try not to laugh at his friend’s bulging cheeks, and instead, they hung back, waiting. He couldn’t afford for James to catch sight of them in case he recognized them wearing English clothing. He had met James a few times and was a hard man, as hard as iron and just as cruel.

“She is a beautiful one, Mackie. I see that you have done well for yourself,” a sharp, proper English accent spoke, presumably the soldier.

He could hear James’ throaty chuckle. “Aye, so I have.” There was a pause, and Niel could hear the man take a step and lower his voice. “She is a bonny one tae be sure. That is the reason I agreed tae marry her. Well, that and many others. But ye ken that ye will be allowed tae make use of me bonny wife whenever ye need her. Consider it repayment for all ye’ve done for my clan and me. When ye come by.”

The other man laughed, and Niel felt sick. He looked at Kieth, who had for once stopped chewing, his mouth partially open in surprise. The bastard would marry a lass and then share her with anyone who wished? It took everything in Niel not to rush out and run the man through with a sword in the middle of his betrothal feast. His mouth twitched up at the corners at the thought of James dying with a look of surprise on his face, foiled in his attempts tae become the greatest Scottish traitor in history.

The men moved away, and when Niel leaned forward out of the passageway, he saw James approaching Rory and another gentleman. The three of them wore smiles on their faces as they discussed something Niel was too far away to hear. Apparently, her uncle was only happy to sell off his niece to a snake-like Mackie. Niel pulled on Kieth’s arm. “Come, lad. There is a change of plans.”

“What? Why?”

“Donnae be daft. We have got tae take this lass out of here for more reasons than just tae save the Highlands. My conscience wouldnae be clear kenning that I left her with such a man. I can see now that our persuasions tae Rory would be hopeless. Look at Rory there, smiling up at his future nephew-in-law like this is the happiest day of his life.”

“So what do ye suggest?”

Niel lifted up his flask, and Kieth tried to stifle a gasp. “Ye are going tae drug the lass?”

“Aye, and take her away from here. Out of these men’s clutches.”

“And what do ye propose tae do with her once we take her away? We cannae keep her like some animal.”

Niel sighed. “I havenae thought it all through yet, but we havenae much time. Come, we need tae find her. Ye want tae keep her here and let her succumb tae the fate of being “shared” with her new husband’s men?”

Kieth sighed in frustration. “Fine.”

“Good. But ye are tae tell nae one about that. Nae the lass, nae the men. It stays between us.”

Kieth nodded, and as they slipped back discreetly into the busy hall, he said, “Ye sure ye remember what she looks like? It has been some years.”

Niel nodded. “I think I can. I—” he stopped when he saw her walking across the hall, looking almost frightened. Her skirts were in her hand, and he rushed out of a doorway. He caught only a glimpse of her lovely face, but he knew it was she as soon as he saw her. The same brown hair, the same quickness of her eyes, the same lovely curves. Ailsa.

He pulled Kieth along again. “Let’s go.”

“Ouch! Ye ken that ye will receive a blade tae yer back if ye keep pulling on me.”

“I will consider those treasonous words against yer laird, lad,” Niel replied, and Kieth fell silent. “Ye will keep watch on us from the entrance tae outside.”

Kieth nodded. They picked up an empty wine glass on the way out, and Niel added the contents of the flask to his glass. Now it was just a matter of getting her to drink it.

***

A few hours later

Dreams. So many dreams. They were not all bad dreams either, but they were strange, curling around her mind as she slept. Ailsa wanted to wake up, but she couldn’t yet. Everything felt dense and heavy, and her limbs were useless. In these dreams, she saw things she hadn’t seen in a long time. Her uncle’s younger face, laughing with her father. Her dear mother smiling down at her as she taught Ailsa to sew. Dancing with a handsome man at a clan dance two years before, remembering the intent, honest look in his deep brown eyes.

She shifted and heard the crunch of grass. Grass? Why would there be grass inside a castle hall? She moved again, and the sound filled her ears once more, as well as the smell. It was fresh and damp but not the scent of morning dew. Ailsa’s mind pulled upward like she was coming out of water, desperate to take a breath. Suddenly, her eyes twitched until they opened, and she realized that she was on her back, staring up at an almost full moon. She blinked in surprise for a moment, trying to gather her bearings.

Where am I? She was still fatigued, and her mind was foggy, and for a second, she couldn’t remember what she had been doing before. Everything was a blank, and it was terrifying. She took a few breaths, slow and soft, and tried to sit up. It was a struggle to sit up, for her limbs ached like she had been put under some sort of a spell.

The wine. Her mind suddenly sparked into life, whirring to fill in the spaces of what she’d forgotten. “I was drinking wine at my engagement feast.”

She finally succeeded at sitting up and sat a fire crackling nearby. “Aye, so ye were,” a voice said, and Ailsa screamed, pulling back when she spotted a familiar face. She narrowed her eyes, and her breathing sped up as everything fell into place.

“Ye!” she said, nearly spitting the words, backing herself up along the ground until she hit against a tree trunk. “What have ye done?” She glanced around, spotting a few men lingering a distance away. Their eyes were turned towards her. “Why have ye taken me? Where is James?”

The man moved closer and reached out, trying to shush her. “Nae!” she screamed, and with the help of the tree behind her, she was able to stand, and she turned away, wanting to get out, go anywhere, but with these men. He caught her by the wrist and held her tight. She screamed again and swung around.

“Lass, I am sorry, but this is for the best, I promise ye.”

The cheek of him! She reached out a hand and went to slap him across the face, but he reached up and grabbed her other wrist.

“I wouldnae do that, lass.”

“Why should ye presume tae ken what is the best for me? I donnae even ken ye!”

He still held onto her wrists. She could see his face in the fire, and now with greater light, she realized that she recognized him. He was no Englishman at all. That much was clear, especially now that he was using his real accent. However, she remembered him from a dance two years before. That was the man from the dreams.

He cleared his throat. “Forgive me, lass. I will explain everything in time.”

She snorted and tried desperately to pull against him and even attempted a kick at his soft parts. He moved away expertly and called, “Kieth!” A young man responded, rushing forward with rope in his hands.

“We will have tae tie her, lad,” the handsome man said, and she struggled and fought, bit and clawed her best, but it was to no avail. The man was far too strong, and in a few moments, she was bound against the very tree which had helped her to stand.

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Chapter 1

Violet could feel the eyes of the parlor maid on her. The butler, Rogers, was professional enough not to let his disdain or astonishment show on his face. Oliver’s absence nagged at everyone in the house, as no one could possibly have a good reason to be about in weather like this. It was up to Violet, as the mistress of the house, to project calm.  She could not let her worries show and her pacing was a major breech of decorum.

The parlor maid had no such concerns.  She was young enough and was considered sufficiently “unrefined” that she could be as emotional as she wished. She could even stare at Violet as her mistress fretted.

A gust of wind blew so hard she heard a tree fall somewhere in the distance. Trees were rare enough in London these days, and it was a pity to lose that one.

“Miss, if you could be at ease, I am certain His Excellency will return from his errands soon. You would not like him to be rushing home in such weather, I am sure.”

The maid, who was so new Violet could not remember her name, stepped forward.

Violet forced a smile. Perhaps it was kind of the maid to want to reassure her. Perhaps it was condescending. Perhaps it was both. Violet would not lash out or turn the girl away for such a small infraction either way.

“Of course. I am sure he’ll want tea when he arrives, however.”

The maid took the hint and disappeared. Violet thought she saw a modicum of respect in the butler’s eyes. She returned to her knitting. She was not especially gifted at the art, but it kept her busy and calmed her nerves. Today, she worked on gifts for residents of the almshouse. She was no great artist, but she could offer up her services to keep people warm and dry. If she focused on that and not on the howling wind or driving rain, she would be much better off.

The door flew open, and both Violet and Rogers jumped. Under normal circumstances, the footman would have kept things quiet enough to leave Violet undisturbed. Instead, the wind blew the thing open with so much force it must have left a dent in the wall.

“I will see to this, ma’am.” Rogers stalked into the hall, an iron poker in his hand.

Violet’s mouth went dry. London could be dangerous, to be sure, but not the better parts. Violence did not come to the homes of the nobility. She gripped her knitting needle in her hand. She would not go without a fight. Upraised male voices, mostly speaking in heavy Scottish accents, reached her ears. Some of them did not even seem to be speaking English, which made Violet shudder. After a moment, though, she picked out her brother Oliver’s voice among them.

Oliver spoke in a weaker voice than was his custom, but it was him and he did not sound as though he were under duress. “Rogers, these men are my guests. They have assisted me in a private matter. Please, have rooms prepared for them, and tell Cook to set extra places at supper.”

Violet flinched. She could do that here, where no one could see her. Scots, as guests? From the sound of things, there must have been a full army of them. Cook would be hard pressed to stretch a meal to serve everyone, never mind at such short notice. Then she heard boots on hard wood. She barely had time to put her knitting down and pull herself together before her brother and his band of Scotsmen walked into the parlor.

Oliver looked terrible. One of his eyes was swollen shut and bruised, and his blood dripped from a massive split in his lip. The fine coat in which he had left that afternoon was gone, and the shirt and waistcoat underneath were not only soaked through but covered in blood and filth. His breeches were in no better shape, torn to rags and stained.

When he saw her, though, he managed a bloody smile. “Sister, dear!”

With a greeting like that, she could not stand on ceremony. She could only run to him. “Brother!” She examined every wound. “What in the world has happened to you? We must clean these out and bandage them this instant.” She found a bell pull and rang for one of the maids. She did not care who responded. “And we must get you out of those ruined clothes and into something warm just as soon as we can.”

“First things first, Sister, although your tenderness toward my welfare warms my soul. I must introduce my new friends to your acquaintance, for it is sure I would not have lived without their intervention. Allow me to present Bryan Grant of Strathspey and his men.”

Bryan Grant must have been the man standing more forward of the Scotsmen. They wore identical woolen kilts in a kind of dark blue, green, and black tartan Violet was sure she had seen around. Bryan Grant bowed ever so slightly at the waist, his wild black hair falling into his face as he did.

“A pleasure.”

His face was handsome, but cold and stern. Of course, Violet knew the life of men in the highlands would not lead to openness and ready affection.

“Likewise.” Violet had heard of Bryan Grant. He had attracted the notice of more than a few of the ladies on the London circuit in recent weeks for his tall bearing and his reputation for bravery. Of course, his brooding aura and Highland manners ensured any admiration was brief. Violet could understand the reactions of her friends and associates, although she had not had the opportunity to meet him personally until now. Even soaked to the bone and somewhat bedraggled from whatever had befallen poor Oliver, he cut a dashing figure. His green eyes seemed to cut through any masks or illusions a person might try to weave. She could not hide anything with a man like that. He would know just how deep her emotions ran…

The thought brought her up short.  He was handsome, but she should be long past being affected by anything of the sort. And he was a stranger, she should not be concerned about showing deep emotion in front of him.  She should have none where he was concerned, other than as they related to her brother. What in the world could be going on with her?

Mr. Grant unsettled her, stirring up womanly feelings that she was sure she had thrown out the window. She did not like it. Unsettling as he was, he was still her guest. She bowed to him.

“Mr. Grant. Thank you for your kindness to my brother. We are in your debt.”

“Was that nae what got him into trouble in the first place?”

The corners of Bryan’s mouth twitched. According to reports, it was as close as he had ever come to smiling.

Violet was too well bred to react. The two maids who had just entered the room in response to her summons had no such struggle. Rose, the older one, gasped and covered her mouth. Agnes, the younger, dropped the duster she had been carrying.

Oliver just chuckled ruefully. “I suppose that will teach me to delay payment to men who cheat at cards.”

Bryan raised his eyebrows and nodded playfully. “Ah, so ye only lost the gamble because they cheated.”

“You say it like that, but I mean it, I would have won otherwise and would not be in this debt,” Oliver said, putting his hands on his hips.

“Nay, if ye had nae bet in the first place ye would nae be in this mess.” Bryan joked, causing his men to laugh and the maids to bite the insides of their cheeks to keep themselves from laughing at their master.

Oliver rolled his eyes and grumbled. “You are just using this opportunity to scold me for gambling.”

Violet wondered if shame could kill. She loved Oliver, but sometimes his proclivities made her wish the ground would open up and swallow her whole. She wished it would swallow one of them whole, anyway.

She plastered a bland smile onto her face and turned to the maids. “If you could ensure these gentlemen have clean and dry clothing to change into while their own clothes dry, it would be helpful. Also, we’ll be needing bandages and compresses for Lord Oliver, thank you.”

Bryan nodded once. “Ye are too kind.”

Rogers returned with footmen to escort Bryan and his men to their rooms. Only Oliver and his valet remained, and Violet could be as effusive as she wished in her concern for her brother.

“You must let me look at you. Oh my goodness, what have they done? It is sheer luck that these Scotsmen happened along when they did. Who knows what might have happened otherwise? Oliver, you must leave off gaming. I ask you this not as a dependent, but as a sister who loves you and thinks only of your welfare.”

At that, Oliver nodded, despite his face saying he had heard her say this a million times and it was getting old. It was in times like this that Violet missed her mother, wishing she could be strict on Oliver, but it was difficult when he was her older brother.

“I will do my best, sister,” he said, getting up to leave.

Violet watched him go. Then she retreated to her own quarters. Supper would not be long, but she felt little need to sit around in the parlor waiting for it. She could knit in her room just as easily as she could in the parlor.

In her room, she found she had received a letter from her cousin Beatrice at some point during the day. Beatrice’s husband had been named governor of Jamaica two years ago, and Violet always enjoyed her letters. She had sometimes wondered what it might be like to travel to someplace so far and exotic as Jamaica, or even Wales, but fate did not have such a journey in store for her.

She tried to make the best of it, although it was not always easy. In the earliest days of her disappointment, she had found it miserable.  She had expected to be in Italy exploring the glories of Rome, and she could not even get to Bath. She had taught herself to accept her fate with patience and effort, but it had not been easy. Some days, she was embarrassed to say bitterness could win out.

When she read Beatrice’s latest dispatch, she could honestly say today was not one of them.

“Dearest Violet, you can not imagine how things are here. Everyone is sick with yellow fever, five of the servants have died from it, and no end to this plague is in sight. All enjoyment and gaiety is at an end as Lord Edmund tries to keep order on the island.”

Violet shuddered. She had heard of yellow fever in other places, such as the American colonies or in the tropics. Thankfully, it had never been found in England. They did get occasional outbreaks of other diseases, and Violet considered herself lucky to have avoided them. Her own parents had lost their lives to typhoid fever. The tropics seemed to be home to so many more illnesses than England. Still, she wished she could see more of the world than London and, on rare occasions, the family estate in Chipping Norton.

Any hopes of travel were long since behind her.  Her brother, who was a man in the prime of his life, could not even safely travel to his club. Violet was a woman on her own.  She had aged past the point where she could reasonably hope to attract a man to escort her somewhere, and she had little need for it anyway since she had shut herself away from the eyes of high society.

Things had not always been like this. When her parents were alive, they had been there at the center of all the excitement in town. The tea parties and balls and every trip to the theater or bookstore were colorful events that they were always privy to. The days when she could hope for such frivolities were long gone, however. And good riddance, too. She had been foolish back then. Her life now might not be terribly exciting, but how much worse would it be with a fickle man?

She wrote back to Beatrice, without mentioning Oliver’s fight. He did not need their extended family knowing about their problems, and Beatrice did not need to add to her worries. When her letter was finished, she returned to her knitting and finished the hat. It was not pretty, but it was serviceable and it was better than the last one she had made. She set it aside to add to the bundle she was sending to the almshouse and went back downstairs to prepare for dinner. The household staff would see to the actual food, but as the lady of the house, responsibility for hospitality fell on her.

Her route from her room to the kitchens passed her brother’s study, and she heard her brother speaking with Bryan Grant as she passed. Bryan’s rumbling brogue had a pleasant sound, even though she had to work hard to understand him. She thought she heard a mention of marriage once or twice, but perhaps someone had caught Oliver’s eye? Despite her heart skipping a beat, she could only count that as a general good. Perhaps a wife would help Oliver settle down and abandon his dangerous lifestyle.

It would be good, for him, but not necessarily for her… if Oliver got married, the chances that his wife would tolerate him having his sister depending on him would be very low. In the first place, for a viscount, Oliver was terribly poor and in debt. They were living in a small house they purchased after being forced to sell the family home in the capital. It was a miracle that they had even survived at all, finding food to eat and able to pay the few servants what little they could afford, and this was because Oliver continued to shave off what land they had in their fief to other lords around them. If Oliver got married, they would need to move to his fief down in the north away from all the life in the capital. A woman marrying into such a life would no doubt despise Violet as an unnecessary mouth to feed, and she would not be wrong. Moving to their fief might seem like it was the safest move financially, but in fact it was not. If they moved to the fief, they would need to take up the responsibility for it, and that would drag them into deeper debt that would make Violet’s unneeded presence at the table glaringly obvious.

She had no idea where she would go if Oliver sent her away. She would have to take residence at an inn, perhaps? The life would be very difficult, as it was not easy for a woman to live on her own, especially when everyone was well aware that she was alone. She would be open for every attack under the sun and would be disrespected by everyone since they knew she had no backing. Her heart was thumping even as she tried to convince herself that she should be happy for her brother if he truly was getting married.

In fact, it could also not be her brother getting married, but the Scotsman Bryan. It made sense that he would be the one getting married, he was much more of a catch than her brother anyway. Despite how she thought about it, it still made her nervous, which irritated her. How close were they that they could discuss such matters anyway? If Oliver was considering getting married, why would he tell the Scotsman first instead of her?

She still could not understand how they had met in the first place. What kind of business could bring a Scot – and a highland Scot at that – down to London? She could think of nothing, but she supposed it was none of her business.

The kitchen was a flurry of activity, and Cook was in a fouler mood than usual when Violet walked in. She could hardly blame the woman.

“Did the viscount honestly believe we would be able to accommodate the sudden increase at dinner of eight?”

Cook had worked for Violet’s parents. She might have worked for Violet’s grandparents. All Violet knew was that Cook’s strong arms and red face had been the most constant force in her life, and she hoped never to lose them.

“I think my brother knew you were talented enough to make it happen, if anyone could.” She was going to have to really pour on the sweet talk, but she managed somehow. “These men saved Lord Oliver’s life. He could hardly condemn them to whatever swill an inn might offer.”

Cook grumbled, but her shoulders relaxed. “It is not going to be as elegant as you might prefer at a dinner party. There was no time, ma’am.”

“I know, Cook. We’ll be pleased with whatever you have.” It was not as though they had any choice. “We always are.”

She made her way to the dining room next to ensure the proper number of place settings and their disposition. And just like that, it was time for the evening meal.

The Scotsmen had all changed into different kilts, scarlet this time and seemingly more formal. Violet knew there were different meanings to the different forms of dress the Scots wore, but she had not taken the time to focus on them. She had to admit it was an impressive sight to see arrayed around her dining table, something outside of the ordinary. They seemed taller than the English men she saw more frequently, and more muscular as well.  The life they led would lead to a stronger physique than English men, whose lives were safer and more sedate. While their manners were somewhat rougher than her usual guests, she suspected they were more genuine.

Rogers directed two maids to serve the soup course, but before they could begin, Oliver raised his glass. “A toast, if you please. To Clan Grant – the greatest group of friends a man could want.”

The Scotsmen raised their glasses and heartily joined in. “To Grant!”

Violet joined the salutation, with suitable decorum of course. She could understand her brother’s desire to celebrate his saviors, but surely tonight’s hospitality was sufficient. Perhaps he had been hit on the head. She did not want to think he had another motive. Her gaze clung to Mr. Grant’s strong form briefly. If Oliver had other ideas on his mind, she could not fathom what they might be.

Chapter 2

Bryan had sat through any number of these English dinner parties. Tonight’s dinner was less odious, because most of the participants were Scottish and because it was being held by his friend Oliver. It was still a ridiculous, formal affair that seemed to serve little purpose other than wasting money Oliver did not have. If he had possessed the money, he would not have needed Bryan and his men to rescue him.

Then again, the English could be strange. They would rather spend a fortune on display than pay their bills. It did not make sense to Bryan, but he supposed it did not have to. He would be back in Strathspey soon enough. he had endured enough of these English and their odd mannerisms to last a lifetime. This trip had been simple enough, he had come to make trade, but it was the first time he had been forced to come this far into England.

Of course this was all Oliver’s fault, although not a bad fault. Oliver had been helping him as he introduced him to an English merchant who bought his wares at a much higher price than he usually was able to sell. It was part of the reason why Oliver was a friend he trusted despite his horrible habits. Although he had seen Oliver in an unfortunate light today, he did not lose any of the trust in him. As unreliable as the events of the day made him seem, he had moments where what Bryan believed to be his true character seeped through.

He had met the English man for the first time a few months ago. He had been trying to get his previous trading partner to stop the attempts at cheating him and failing. Since he did not have any other connection to England, he was at a disadvantage in every sale, and Mr. Tudor had known this fact and used it well. Oliver had happened to be in Mr. Tudor’s company that fateful day, and at first glance he looked every bit the degenerate nobleman, with his shirt untucked and unbuttoned at the top, and a bottle of whiskey in his hand.

It seemed he was there to convince Mr. Tudor to buy some of the land he owned in the north, so he was every bit the ruined nobleman. Tudor was mocking him along with the other Englishmen in his circle, but Oliver had seemed too out of it to deduce their mockery laced in fanciful words. Bryan had started to pity Oliver until the negotiations were done and Tudor had showed them both out of his office, finishing his deal with Oliver and cheating Bryan out of half his expected earnings.

Once they left the office, Bryan was left shell-shocked as the sway in Oliver’s gait vanished and he became sober immediately as he lit a cigar and brought out a list, mumbling as he crossed off each need that would be filled from the money he had just received. Bryan could not believe it. Had he just… acted like a fool in front of Tudor so he could receive a favorable sale? Catching him staring, Oliver had given him a wink.

“Are you surprised? I saw you pitying me in there. You were not wrong in your assessment of me, I am every bit the degenerate, I just know how to get things done when I really need to. Tudor is a nasty man, but an easy man to fool. Since he thinks me stupid, I was able to sell him a useless piece of land for the price of a decent one, because he imagined that my pricing must be in his favor already, and that he was doing a degenerate like me a favor,” Oliver had said, “Acting smart in front of a man like that will get you nowhere, my friend.”

With those words and a pat on his shoulder, Oliver had left him and sauntered down the hall, resuming his drunken sway. Bryan had stood with his jaw hanging open for a few moments before he ran after Oliver, offering him a drink of friendship. Oliver, not one to turn down a free drink, accepted his invitation, and by the end of the evening, Bryan had contact with his new trading partner, as well as a new friend. Even as he returned to the Highlands back then, he kept contact with Oliver, half for the purpose of establishing the next sale with the man Oliver introduced him to, and half to keep in touch with his odd friend. He had just finalized his sale when he and his men happened upon Oliver being beaten black and blue and rescued him. His first words had been, “I told you I was a real degenerate.”

Oliver’s sister sat at the other end of the table, charming the men as much as an English girl could. If she was uncomfortable around so many rough Highland men, she did not show it. She spoke to them as if they had all been raised in the same drawing rooms their entire lives, and never flinched if they let an oath slip or made a joke that would have sent a lesser woman into a faint. In short, she was a good hostess.

She was a beautiful hostess as well, with a slender body and alluring violet eyes from which she had doubtless gained her name. How she had become a spinster with looks and manners like hers, he did not know. She could grace the head of any man’s table, and his arm as well. He could almost imagine the warmth of her body beside his. He wondered if there was more to her as well, just as there was more to her brother.

He had met other English women at these parties, as establishing business with his new trading partner meant he had been dragged to quite a number of events, and he had felt their eyes on him. He knew they admired his figure. Highland men were the latest craze in the drawing-rooms of London – from a distance. As soon as men like Bryan opened their mouths, the Londoners’ romantic illusions fell away, so Bryan kept his distance.

Oliver’s sister seemed to be an exception, but then so was Oliver. His interests were trivial, but he was a solid friend nevertheless, and since Bryan had met him, he had always been willing to back anything Bryan suggested. He had far more intelligence than his habits suggested, it was a shame he had fallen into the frivolous habits of the English nobility. He would have made a good Scotsman.

“Do you ever think about marriage, Bryan?” Oliver toyed with his wine glass.

Bryan jumped. He had gotten lost in his thoughts again and had not been paying such close attention as he should. “Nae in several years, I am afraid. I can nae imagine the state after losin’ me Sophia.”

Oliver bowed his head, as did Bryan’s men and Lady Violet. After a decent moment of silence, though, Oliver sighed. “It is a dilemma, of course. I have a sister I’d like to see married, but she is a spinster. Today’s events make me more concerned to see her in the marriage state.”

Lady Violet’s cheeks turned scarlet from clear embarrassment. It was the first time her solid form as hostess had cracked and Bryan could see how rattled she was.

“Brother!” her voice cracked across the table like a whip, but she softened it once she had gotten her brother’s attention, “Our guests do not need to hear about trivialities like that. Mr. Grant, you have been fighting in the Indies, I believe?”

“Nae in several years, I am afraid. Most of me time is spent in service to me clan now. Bein’ me uncle’s general leaves me little time for other work.” Bryan could have laughed, but he thought Violet might kill him with her dessert fork. He obligingly shifted topics to his time in the Indies and the fighting he did on behalf of Clan Grant.

He hardly wanted to reminisce about Sophia in front of Oliver and his sister, either. His grief for Sophia was eternal, and it was not for public consumption. Even now, the mere mention of her name had him seeing memories of her slender fingers in his and her brown eyes shining with joy as she led him through the flowery plains near his uncle’s castle. He squeezed his fingers into a fist to keep himself from such memories and focused on his food.

After dinner, when Bryan and Oliver retired to the billiard room, Bryan took a moment to gently chastise Oliver for his words. “Ye need nae have brought up your sister’s state at dinner. The poor lass turned scarlet.”

“I know, I know,” Oliver sighed, “If it were anyone else, I would not have brought it up. Her status has been on my mind of late, and then after today it seems so much more urgent. If something happened to me, how could I protect her from predators? How would I keep her safe from men who wanted the fief and title her name came with, or worse? I am anxious to see her safely married, but she has so little interest she has avoided even the assemblies since she was younger than twenty.”

Oliver truly sounded worried and Bryan thought back to the sister in question. She was pretty, and not so very old as to be past marriageable age.

“How old is she?” he asked, more out of curiosity than anything.

“Six and twenty. She says she has no use for men, but you see how well she manages my household. She is an excellent hostess. She is full of affection toward me. She is well educated and she has an excellent disposition,” his friend said, his voice full of love for his sister.

Oliver slumped, which must have been painful given the beating he had taken only that day. “You never think of marriage, then?” Oliver seemed to pout.

The way he was talking, Bryan wondered if there was something his friend was aiming for. He decided to answer honestly. “I’d be lyin’ if I said I did nae want a son, an heir. What man does nae want that?” Bryan hesitated before his confession. He knew he should not be saying such things to someone like Oliver, even if he was the best among the English. “The problem is, it would be cruel to ask a woman to be me wife, or to bear me child, since I ken that I could nae care for her.”

Oliver blinked at him. “Never?”

“Nay. I could never love a woman after me Sophia. She was me world. I can barely even look at a woman since she died.” Even the mention of Sophia’s name brought tears to Bryan’s eyes, but he forced them back. A man had to have some standards, and weeping in front of some Saxon, no matter how good the friendship, was where Bryan drew the line. “It would be ghastly for her. I can nae do it.”

“Hm.” Oliver rubbed at his jaw, a reflexive action from being deep in thought, then winced as the pain from his injuries hit him. “But if you found a woman who likewise had no interest in marriage, your conscience would be clear, yes?”

Bryan scoffed. “Ye must have gone daft. Such a woman would never allow me to touch her to get an heir – and I will nae stoop so low as to take her by force, whatever ye may have heard about Scotland.”

Oliver shuddered and put a hand to his chest, his wide eyes proving that he had never even considered it. “Perish the thought. I’d never suggest or even think such a thing,” his friend said in a serious tone, before continuing in a more subdued voice and scratching his neck, “However, it seems we have complementary problems that might solve each other. I have a sister who needs the protection of a husband, but does not want one. You need a wife to give you an heir, but you do not want a wife who expects love.”

Bryan stared at his friend. He had thought it suspicious, the direction Oliver had steered the conversation, but for Oliver to truly say it… “I did nae see ye gettin’ hit in the head. I might have missed it, though. I came to the scene late,” he said, causing Oliver to breathe out a short laugh.

“I assure you that my head is perfectly fine. Think about it, Grant! This would solve both our problems. I know you to be one of the most honorable men in the world. I know you would never take advantage of her, and you have enough of your own wealth that she would never be an object of prey to you. She has enough of a dowry to not be a burden to you, and of course, I will help,” Oliver said, his full intentions now on display.

He seemed to have no reservations marrying his sister to a Scotsman and truly seemed to mean it when he said he trusted Bryan. However, how would the lady feel about moving to the Highlands, no matter how short the time?

“I’ve nay use for an English title. Me heir will live in Scotland. And as much of a degenerate ye are, I can nae say that ye deserve to lose yer title,” Bryan said, dismissing any thoughts that might have come to light about him marrying for the viscount title.

Oliver just laughed. “Is it that you do not find her attractive?”

Bryan rolled his eyes. “A stone would find her attractive, Oliver. She is a bonny lass. I am nae good for her, though. You can nae want me to bring her up to Scotland and then, in essence, leave her there to rot while I go fightin’ for me clan. We have a lot of enemies, me friend. Most of what ye hear about Scotland is nae true but some of it is, and if ye thought she was at risk here in London, ye have nae seen Strathspey when we get a good grudge goin’.” He was not sure that Oliver understood very well what he was offering and, as a friend, he had to tell him.

“That could happen anywhere. And you are not in the habit of killing women and children.” Oliver shook his head. “I am not so worried about that. I am more worried about vile men who would hold her hostage for my debts, or who would think they could get at my title through her. Or who might try to take advantage of her spinster state to make a scandal. I overheard two men talking about doing exactly that to Lord Withers’ daughter the other day. I love her. My parents left her in my care, and I have an obligation to make sure she has some security.”

From the words he spoke, Bryan could see Oliver’s true feelings and how worried he was.

“So find her a proper husband. An English husband,” Bryan emphasized the word English as strongly as he could, since Oliver did not seem to be at home to reason right now, “Me whole life has been Clan Grant since I could walk. Yer sister is a delicate English noblewoman, used to London and all of its conveniences. Ye cannot want her to pick up and move to a remote holding so far in the north of Scotland we’ve got more sheep than people.”

“Even better,” Oliver beamed at him, “If it brings her farther away from the people who want to harm me, then it can only be to her benefit.”

“Has she ever been outside of London?”

“She’s been to our family holding in Chipping Norton.” He shrugged. “I am sure she’ll be over the moon to see Scotland. She is always writing to this cousin or that. Who is it? Oh yes, Beatrice, who is married to the Royal Governor of Jamaica. She would love to see something of the world, I assure you.”

“Most of what she will see is sheep, Oliver. Strathspey is nae Jamaica.”

“Well, no, of course not. You do not have yellow fever in Strathspey, have you?” He patted Bryan on the back. “Look, this is a perfect solution for both of you if you would just open your heart a little. She truly is not going to want you to court or woo her. She is more likely to chase you off with a broom if you tried.”

“Yer sister would nae ken what to do with a broom if her life depended on it. She has had servants doin’ everythin’ for her and that is just nae how it is in Scotland.” Bryan shook his head. “She would nae survive there. Nae happily.”

“Violet will be fine, Bryan. She is a lot tougher than you think she is. Do not worry so much. She is still young enough to give you the heir you want, and she is old enough to know how to care for it the right way. She is pretty, she is smart…” Oliver continued listing all his sister’s good points.

“What do ye expect me to do with her? She’ll be miserable up there after the life she has led here.”

“Are you miserable?” Oliver blinked. “Because you can take her back to the Chipping Norton house if you like.”

The thought of living permanently anywhere but in Scotland made Bryan want to be sick. He gave Oliver a face. “Nay, obviously. I love Scotland. I am just trying to show some concern for yer sister here. It is different for one who was born there and one who was born here.” He could not understand why none of these were concerns for Oliver, but he felt like they should think of the lady involved.

Oliver’s sunny smile fell. “My friend, it is a very nice idea for women to marry for love, but the truth is that it almost never happens for women of our class. There is a polite fiction, of course, but in reality, women marry whom they are told to marry for the reasons they are told to do so. There is far too much at stake to leave such an important decision to the whims of a young girl who is of necessity sheltered from the realities of life until after marriage. Although Violet cannot be listed as one of the young and naive girls as she is now a grown woman, the same still applies. It is kind of you to want to be sensitive to what you perceive as Violet’s needs. I will mention that to her when I tell her. But Violet knows better than most that marriage is a transaction. Everyone involved gets something they need from the deal. It may not be romantic, but it is the way things work and right now and it is the only way I can ensure my sister is safe.”

Oliver’s words landed with the impact of a punch. He and Sophia had loved each other since they were children, before love could be romantic or physical. There had never been any doubt that they would choose each other, regardless of relative advantage or disadvantage to their families. He did not want to imagine a world where children – of either sex – were treated as chattel on a market for competitive advantage.

But then again, this was England. These weren’t his people. This was not his culture. All he could do was make sure his heirs, should he have any, were kept safe and secure from this type of banal mercantilism.

“Fine. I will dae it. But we have to make sure the poor girl kens what she is gettin’ into. I am nae signin’ on to take a girl up into the highlands who thinks she is livin’ in some kind of fairy tale, who only gets upset that I do nae have the time to be waitin’ on her hand and foot.”

Oliver laughed. “I think you will find, brother-in-law, that Violet is exactly as independent as you could wish.”

The degree to which Bryan wished Violet to be independent was fully, and far away from him. That might not have been entirely true. Violet was a beautiful woman, the kind who drew the eye of men anywhere she went. He had heard Lady Violet’s name mentioned more than once during his time here in London, and while he had never put her together with his friend’s sister, he had understood her to be a beauty. He would not have any problem performing the physical part of the marriage, that much was certain, but that was not something to mention to her brother.

It was the rest of it that made him think this was the worst possible idea. What would his friends and family back in Strathspey think when he returned with this new, English bride? He had not mentioned it to any of them that he was in search of a bride. Although they continued to nag him, he knew they had mostly given up. Would they welcome her? Or would they clash with her and remind him that she could not hold a candle to even the memory of Sophia?

There was only one way to find out, and that was by doing.

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